To the Guy who is made for me

To my dearest,

Hi! How are doing right now? I hope you’re doing fine even though we are far apart. As for me I’m doing perfectly fine coz I know there is someone like you who is meant for me. Sometimes I just cant help but wonder where exactly you are, what are you doing, or did we already met but due to some circumstances we weren't able to know each other. Every time that I walk in the street, ride PUV’S , or when I go to different places I try so hard to look and smile at everyone because if it happens you are there I can give a smile that you will remember but sometimes I go overrated and look at some other guys and imagine it’s you.. Sorry for being impatient at times but I am just curious if it’s you or not.
I know that you are waiting for me as well, don’t worry I won’t get jealous if you are looking at other girls right now coz I trust you, I trust our Fate, I trust God that In his right time and right place we will meet and have our chance. But for now let’s give our best shot to live our life’s apart, do the things that we want to do, go to places and learn new things.. Experience everything that life can offer us.
At night I always make stories in my head on how we will meet but honestly I’am not yet ready to meet you, I haven’t changed, I am still immature when it comes to commitment and maybe I am still too young to have you, I am still weak when it comes to problems, And maybe that s the reason why God does not permit us to be together right now. And maybe you are not yet ready to meet me as well.
Baby, I’m sorry for not being there by your side during the days that you needed someone to lean on, I’m sorry for missing you birthday’s, Graduations and all the important events in your life. Sorry for not giving you warm hugs during rainy days, sorry for not being there when you got sick. Sorry that I cant cheer you up when you feel down and Sorry for not being there up until now. That’s why I really want to thank your parents for bringing up a person like you and for supporting all your needs, and i want to thank your brothers or sister who played with you when you are lonely and your friends who was there by your side when you needed someone.
But baby you know what when the time comes that we are both ready to have each other I will always be there for you, I wont let a second pass without letting you know how much I love. I may not be there when you Graduated but I will be there with you reminiscing those days. I may not be there in your past birthdays but be sure that I wont miss your birthday in the future. I may not be able to take care of you when you got sick but I will take care of you everyday starting from the day that I will meet you, you don’t need to be sick for me to take care of you because I’ll do my best for you not to get sick. I may not be able to give you hugs on the rainy days, but right now I will make a promise that I will give you warm hugs during rainy days and even summer or I must say that I will hug you and hold you every moment that it’s possible. I will make it up to those times that I was not there to cheer you up.
Baby I wont say that we are wasting time for not being together at this time, I know that we need each other but we both know that God has a better plan for us, He is preparing us, he is nurturing us to be the person that we should be. So that when the time comes or I must say OUR TIME comes we can confidently hold onto each other because we both know that we are mature enough to commit to a relationship, we will be stronger to face every problem that life will throw on us… we will make everything possible because we both know from our hearts that we are made for each other, you are my Gods gift and I am yours.
For the time being, let’s be happy and contented with what we have right now. Let’s just wait for our time OK? We will see each other soon and from that day we will never be apart again, from that day It’s your hands that I will be holding. I will not promise you forever but I will promise you a lifetime. I LOVE YOU today even though I still don’t know who you are, I will love you even more tomorrow and until we finish our lifetime.
Love,
--Kara
The Girl who is made for you.
KLM92